heres a update onmy life
many of you have been following me for half a decade now but ya im on probation (i have x in my bag and didnt know it was in there) on the way home from working a festival and now im on probation. many of you know i smoked for my panic disorder because i didnt want to be prescribed benzoz because of the number of people who od on them) but now im about to crawl out of my skin because i dont want to smoke (or do anything thats going to put me in jail. so now here i am waiting for the love of my life to get off work, fucked as ever trying to reduce my anxiety before i crawl out of my skin. im suffocating.